September 25, 2009

...a cliche

...that might be true....life is too short to not tell someone you love them ...when you do!

September 22, 2009

today i received one of the most cherished gifts , a thoughtful gift. a gift filled with thoughts. it was a small bouquet of herbs and flowers, that infuse the air with a fleetingly intense smell of sweet. it's the smell of dreams...i wish i would smell like it to you...i wish our dreams come true...i believe in dreams ... i do.

the day i wished i hadn't looked back...

September 16, 2009

Pondering someone's space/time/mind note

Time is mechanical and objective and beats at different rates throughout the universe…we can’t experience time through our senses (we can’t see, hear feel, smell or taste time) but we know it is there. We can sense time passing, even in the complete absence of information. Time is internal. We all share an internal biological sense of time, it’s inside us. Like a compass of existence guiding the turtle to the shore, the salmon upstream,….,and so many other mysteries of nature.
The external world dictates the way time flows, so not all sense of time is internal. We can’t jump out of time, nor stop it….but according to the laws of physics, we should be able to go back in time, even though highly improbable it is not impossible. So why does time move forward and not backwards? …. In conscience, our dislocation in time, takes place through the arrow of time of past, present and future. The past is always fixed in our memories and the future is yet to come. We understand what happened and anticipate what is about to come. However, we seem to live in just one time – the Present…but how long does the present actually lasts? In fact, the present seems to be a constant past of the future, that is yet to come…it is so fickle, that as soon as the present enters our conscience, it became the past of the present that was future….however, time seems to slow down in extreme danger situations – as adrenaline increases time/perception. Our experience of time speeding up or slowing down can be directly affected by chemicals. Pain threshold increases throughout the day, so maybe it also increases throughout existence, decreasing the awareness and effect of our senses within the space/time continuum….Time makes us insensitive.
What would it mean to have no place in time without memories of the past or anticipations for the future? Not being able to hold on enough to the present, to remember the past or imagine the future….Feeling intense emotions without ever being able to pass them to the memory…..no thoughts and no dreams. Time is very personal it comes from within. Human creativity is virtually limitless in the epic of life.

September 04, 2009

unhidden

i am Vanda daughter of Atlantida and the Lusitan blood heiress to the seven Seas queen of the V imperium I am Me